So I made a booklet with black pages, using the phrase "curves so comely and sinister," which is a lyric from the Neko Case song "Pretty Girls". Which means that I had two 'c's, one 'u', two 'r's, one 'v', three 'e's, four 's'es, two 'o's, one 'm', one 'l', one 'y', one 'a', two 'n's, one 'd', and one 't' to work with for each new page. I arranged the letters on the pages in different ways, so that if you were holding the booklet, you'd have to turn it around in different directions to read it (I want it to be playful). There's a flow to the phrases throughout the booklet, kind of like a narrative, or a stream of consciousness, which felt appropriate. I haven't made a cover for it, but I did bind the pages before I added the text. Scanning the pages doesn't really do it justice, but nevertheless, here they are:
curves so comely and sinister | love me!!
i scream intensely | i'm very intenssse
love me; never say it; run. | love is your scam
you love me | you scorn me
you use me. i care not. | you drive me sane
you created me | i created my soul
visions scare me | you listen so i can see
restless dreams | restless void
eternal moodiness | rusty doom
it cures sensory denial | it invades rooms
are you inside me? | come on in, i say!
it curtails my | very senses
my cunt is nicer | inside me so truly
coy voices amid tresses | rustle over mossy dens
muscles strain over coy dins | truss
strain over me | over you
i'm over you! | scram!!
no...stay... | sorry...
i'm nervous... | i've scorned so many, it's cruel
my clit needs | some service
render it | nicely
man o | r lady
or not | i don't assume
my selves: ins or outs | clear? no
alive? yes | a mess
i love me | i love me not
i love me | rebeccah ulm 2012
I might try to make an animation of the process for the next one, or possibly mess with the colors of the paper/letters, or test out different fonts. I like the scale of this one--it's 3" x 4.5", so it's pretty small, but that makes for a nice, hand-held, intimate experience I think. Maybe I'll experiment with larger pages eventually, but this works for now.
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